KSP

Some people are just too unrelenting and inescapable.

Just when you've finally felt the tranquility and peacefulness that you've been longing for, having been far away from all their paranoia, you'll receive nuclear bombs which seemed to have materialized out of nowhere, ready to bring chaos and destruction into your life.

The worst thing is you wouldn't know them until you're buried in deep sh!t for they are hiding in veils of righteousness and holiness.

Stalking is not good but they do that. You'll be amazed how creative they can be in conjuring things and tweaking stories just to get the sympathy of others and maintain their 'superiority' in all things. Attention deficit much.

Paminsan-minsan...

Naalala pa rin kita. Kahit ngayong malayong malayo ka na.

Paminsan-minsan, naalala ko yung mga panahong tayo'y magkasama at tayo'y masaya. Paminsan-minsan aking muli't-muling pinagsisisihan ang aking mga pagkukulang.. na marahil ay dahilan ng iyong paglisan. Paminsan-minsan aking muling tinititigan ang ating mga lumang larawan, hanggang sa unti-unting pumatak ang luha ko. Paminsan-minsan, ninanais kong masilayan ang iyong mga obra. Ipagmalaki ka at ipagsigawang kaibigan kita. Paminsan-minsan pinapangarap ko ding muling makaharap ka, makakwentuhan at makasama. Libo-libo mang milya ang layo natin sa isa't-isa, di man kita nakikita, dinarasal kong sana masaya ka. Paminsan-minsan...

hinihiling ko na kahit nasaan ka man ngayon, isipin mo ako kahit Paminsan-minsan lang.

( *Early morning senti-mode sa opisina inspired by Richard Reynoso's Paminsan-minsan lang. =D

**Happy Rizal Day everyone! - walang reli sa post ko. Naalala ko lang.)

this blog is dying. and i don't have the energy nor the time to revive it. so what the heck. happy new year.

The dreams I dreamt last night...

I have dreamt about my high school crush, and how he looked the same.
I have dreamt that I was wearing my girl scouts uniform, and had people around me wearing their scouts uniform, too.
I have dreamt that I was going down the stairs and i fell down.
But I stood up and went up the stairs again.
I have dreamt that I was typing using a wooden keyboard, with no letters printed on it. I had difficulty finding the "Enter" key.
I have dreamt that I went down the stairs again. And I stepped on a cow's cakelike poo.
I just wiped it off the grass and wore two pair of socks. It didn't smell anyways.
I have dreamt that I joined a photography contest and won 15,000 (I can't remember the currency.)
I have dreamt that I got featured in the Philippine Daily Inquirer for that. With a one-page article, and 3 photos of me.
I have dreamt that I passed away after that...
I have dreamt that I was watching people from somewhere, while they say things they remembered about me.
I dreamt all that last night!
I thought I was already in heaven. And then I woke up late.

Close To You

Late night reminiscing. Tagalog movie after-effect.

John Lloyd and Bea made me miss those days.. those people.. those moments when living life was simpler and loved ones are not too far away. Nostalgia made me wanna go back to just watching "Magkaribal" just so that i'll stop shedding tears. Ha-ha. John Lloyd made me cry again.

I wish life is not that difficult and the universe will be kinder to me. As Paulo Coelho puts it, each day is like a dark night - we don't know what will happen even the next minute, but still we go forwards. We just hope that the next toss of the coin and the next flip of the cards will be in our favour. We just pray that He will grant the desires of our heart and guide us through the crossroads - choosing between a habit and a dream.

We keep on thinking that tonight is just a part of today. Tomorrow will be a different day. Night will end and day will come. The sun will rise up and we can soon go back to living life just like before - when life was simpler and your loved ones are close to you.

It's late night, midnight actually and i am still thinking.. and talking nonsese. haissst..

listahan, atbp.

Parang ang sarap mag wish pero pag anjan na, kakakaba din pala.

Buti na lang din siguro na hindi pa.. na-stressed ako dun. kala ko matatanggal nako sa trabaho. hahaha.

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kaninang umaga, meron na naman ako ka-bldg na nagoffer ng ride. Late na ako at walang taxi kaya papatusin ko na sana. pero sobrang layo ng office ko sa office nya and pwede nya lang ako ibaba near moe (half way) para dun na mag abang ng cab. Then i realized that i didn't even know him so scary maki-hitch. And so i politely said, "no thanks anyways, maybe next time." Hmm. Gwapo pa naman... But better safe than sorry. :D

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Am trying not to be a jejebuster. Pero masakit talaga sa mata!

EoWww.. H0wR YoUHHH. AcKHzzz!! LoLZzZZZz!!

Ugh. Sige, konti pa...

you remembered me.

You remembered me! How funny is that? The same time I was wondering where you are and what you’re doing and what’s up with you- you remembered me. Want to know how I’m doing? Wanna know where or how I’ve been the past few days.. errr weeks.. errr months.. I mean, years?? How cool is that.

But that’s just that. You remembered me. Nothing else. I’m on the upward turn now, btw. If you still wanna know more, add me on FB dude. There are more updates there than here.

Rain-Bow.

It's rainin'
and it's rainin' hard.
My hands are numb
my clothes are dank
I'm soakin' wet.

Fightin' the feelin'
no time for cryin';
Chillin' and freezin'
(no room to chill)
But I gotta keep breathin'.

Used to wait for the rain
Now waitin' for the rainbow...
after the rain.

My Johari Window

I've done this years ago but never got the chance to share with my friends and ask what they think of me. Please feel free to click the link below and let me know how 'others' think of me. You'll be anonymous though, i think. :)

http://kevan.org/johari?name=jay+saligao

You can also make your own. I'll be glad to share my thoughts about you. (Bawian lng yan! haha) lol. :p

psychedelic = my life? NOT.

I had nothing much to do and as usual, busied myself with Google. This time, i decided to search for my name and see if anything interesting will come out. This indeed came as a surprise.. amazing and scary at the same time.

I came accross this site which is clearly a duplicate of my old blog. Someone was twisted enough to "create" his own blog using my posts, pretending he has written those stuff. Below are the screen shots: the first is from "my life", and the second is from "psychedelic".

Spot the differences?

 

Here some more shots of the same page:

Spot the similarities?

And here is his profile:

http://indoaussie.blogspot.com/

How he copied or hacked my site, i don't have any idea. But i do know that he last visited my page on 4th July 2009. And i have the IP address. Should I track this guy or not? I don't really know what to do, except of course, changing my passwords and all that.

Whoever you are...you're such a loser. Get a life man.. so that' you'll have something to write about! tsk.